Present Facts

Wow, I wrote this like last week and didn't publish it. That's awkward...

Okay, so one of my new years resolutions is to figure out what makes me me, and then just roll with it. Whatever I like to do, whenever I like to do it, that sort of thing. I am young enough for that sort of nonsense.

First and foremost what one must know is that I'm addicted to musicals. I wish I could say I have seen them all, but unfortunately there are still so many more to witness! I am usually not picky, and will watch most anything, but I love the greats. I cannot, however, stand Doris Day. This is not something new, though. I have always been attracted to romance and glamour (yes, I like to spell glamour with a "u"...I think it looks more glamorous). My favorite Old Hollywood actress, however, doesn't come from musicals. In fact, she cannot sing at all. Elizabeth Taylor has been one of my favorites since I first saw her in Jane Eyre as a small girl, and to this day I am completley convinced that she is the best of that time, even if she is ranked 6 out of 20 or so (right after Ms. Monroe, can you believe it?) Along with this addiction comes a love for wiggle dresses, pin up girl make-up and 60s and broadway music. I love to read. My favorite book has been Jane Eyre since I was a small girl, though there are many others that rank closely to it. I have read it almost fifty times from cover to cover, and this doesn't include times when I crack it open for just one scene. Currently, unfortunately, I have no "style", as I can't afford one. If I were to name my style now, it would be "Bum" or "Thrown Together". I look pretty bad and can't afford to even get a little something to fix it up. I have a newfound love for video games, but I still miss books. I hate it when people go back on promises. I have no favorite TV show, because TV sucks. I think staying too mad for too long means taking a few steps back. I think it's silly when girls try to completely copy someone else. I believe in taking the time to figure stuff out yourself. Becoming inspired, however, is another thing. I believe that I'm young, energetic, and free, and therefore should do wild things while I can. This equates a need to travel all over the world. I sometimes fear I am boring. I love to dream. I am a big believer in smoking weed. I am not a believer in taking man-made drugs and drinking a lot. My family worries about me, but I worry about them way more. I love movies like The Princess Bride, A Knights Tale, and Ever After, but also loved Dirty Dancing as well. I know in my heart something is going to happen in 2012 that will signify the end of the world as we know it. I do not believe that is going to be a tsunami/earthquake/hurricane. I know in my heart everything happens for a reason. I am just learning how to apply makeup and what looks good, and I love the stuff! I tell stupid people they are stupid. I hate when I am held back by my skin color. I love Teran Henderson. I love when I'm told I'm beautiful. I love waking up to kisses. I want a pet dog. I think the companionship would be lovely. I will put bows on her to make her elegant. My favorite quotes are from Marilyn Monroe. I love my life...

Ah, Dalmatians. I love them, but Teran refuses to allow it because they go deaf and he says that makes them useless. He didn't say no to a dog, though.

Old-school glamour at its finest. Love.

If I had my way, my whole closet would be wiggle dresses. 50s were hot, and so was the sailor look.

Favorite book of all time!!! So wish I could take a friend to go see it with me when the new one comes out this year...

Two words: Sex Goddess aka Goddess of the Female Sex. Love her. She's gorgeous and survived MGM. Beat that.

 When you feel that nobody loves you,

Nobody cares for you,

Everyone is ignoring you,

and people are jealous of you,

You should really ask yourself,

am I too sexy?

Elizabeth