It's been a while and here it is, June. I find myself antsy. Wilded out. Some things amuse me but most things disgust me. I need change and I can't find it. Kara jokes that she's a transformer but I really am one.
Teran and I had our commitment ceremony and it was wonderful. Exactly what I needed. Now my mind is spinning though. It doesn't want what I have--it rejects most of it. I am feeling the irrevocable need to delete my Facebook. Concentrate. Be alone.
Maybe I will feel different in the morning. But I hope not.
Perhaps you need to go on a long trip, just you and Teran, or even just you. Away from work, home, time, the things that fill your every day life. Do something spontaneous!!!! I love you! So much!
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